i had a dream. About him, some where old time some where never see......
it was sweet and painfull, is like seeing some1 tht u know he doesn't love u anymore........but can be with him in same place same enviroment, i feel sweet.....and........heart sick.
i shouldn't dream abt him, is a nightmare, it will disturb me whole day, this shouldn't happend!!!
but it happended, in between heart and mind, i confuse. I guess this is what we all know about love. Love is like rose, smell sweet and beautifull, but mind will tell u becarefull when u try to hold it in your hands, coz it will scratch u, then u shall feel pain.......and those pain, will never goes as long as u still in love.................so, till then u surfur.
but in real life, we never meet again after tht day. i know u hates me, i know u do not wanna see me again. i know u have your lover now, i know u enggage too, i know u will never miss me, i know u already forgot abt me, i know it all, although sometime i dream abt u, but i still know....tht y i dream i think, tht y.........coz i miss u so much, everyday, but i never regreat to let u go, tht y u are who u are now, is tht wht i think? is tht wht i want? i still confuse.
But certainly, u are better without me now..............................................................................................
